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Most of the time I try to give people the benefit of doubt. Helene didn't even give Sula a chance at first. She thought that just because her mother was loose that Sula was a loose child. Sula put her to shame when she recognized she was a well behaved child. For homework I did not read this chapter but when I don't read I try to catch up on what I missed. I catch myself daydreaming and thinking often while you are teaching. Also for some reason I'm always so sleepy and I go to sleep at a reasonable time I think. I received a call from my mom's friend yesterday telling me about how their friendship might be over. My mom's friend called me during the BET Awards and I was a little upset by that. I missed most of the best part which was Kendrick Lamar and Erykah Badu's stage performance. The more he told me about the situation that took place, the more angry I became. I push my emotions to the side most of the time but soon enough they catch up to me. I really don't like crying but sometimes it's the only thing that will help me. My mindset gets thrown off kind of easy. One day I can say, "I'm going to read this chapter and do this assignment by this time." Next thing I know, I'm in my friends' room talking or in the lobby with everyone else. My goal right now is to stop being a insane procrastinator.